Raima Sen: I’m afraid of auditions!
On the eve of the release of her new film, Vodka Diaries, Raima Sen reveals that she is afraid of auditions.
“Celebrating Life”
On the eve of the release of her new film, Vodka Diaries, Raima Sen reveals that she is afraid of auditions.
By Martin D’Souza | Opening Doorz Editorial | January 17, 2018
“I am a bit lazy. I need a very strict director. I need someone who can keep me focused on my character. This goes for my personal life too—I need people who can keep me on my toes. Otherwise, I slip… I’m afraid of auditions…”
“I also agree that everyone looks the same with the same upper lip, same nose job, and the same jawline. I guess they go to the same surgeon [laughs]. No one understands I think; everyone does not have to have big lips and a sharp nose and a thin jawline!”
Raima Sen in conversation with Opening Doorz on the eve of the release of Vodka Diaries.
Excerpts:
Ha ha ha… I have to thank my parents for that. My genes, I guess.
Nothing. My Dad is a handsome man. Everyone from his side of the family is blessed with good looks. Ditto, my Mom. I don’t even diet. I’m eating biryani all the time. I rarely go to the gym and have been in Kolkatta for some time now shooting three back-to-back films. I’m just happy. Eating and glowing. I guess.
I do when I am free. But when I am working, I don’t. I haven’t worked out for over two months now. When I do, it’s sometimes the gym; sometimes hot yoga; sometimes swimming. Also, I live close to the beach in Mumbai so I am running or walking and also eating all the junk food available along the stretch!
My sister and I have never thought of doing anything of this sort. My mother would have killed us. I also agree that everyone looks the same with the same upper lip, the same nose job, and the same jawline. I guess they go to the same surgeon [laughs]. No one understands I think; everyone does not have to have big lips and a sharp nose and a thin jawline!
[Laughs] Well Kay Kay was the one who had to take the shots! But yes, we shot in Manali that too in January last year and it was snowing. Luckily for me, my parts were all indoors. Kay Kay had to do all the hard work in the snow.
The crew was out in the cold. This is a film which is very real. So since it was snowing we wore our woolens. Luckily, no one had to wear skimpy clothes!
Vodka Diaries is about human relationships. It’s a thriller. I personally love thrillers. I’m sure the audience will be intrigued. I play a mysterious character who keeps appearing and disappearing. I keep challenging Kay Kay and messing with his mind. Kay Kay plays a detective in the film. Watch the film to find out more.
I agree I am a bit lazy. I need a rigorous director. I need someone who can keep me focused on my character. This goes for my personal life too—I need people who can keep me on my toes. Otherwise, I slip.
Yes. I am a director’s actor.
Ritupurno Ghosh, Aparna Sen, Pradeep Sarkar, Tanuja Chandra (unfortunately the film did not release. But I saw it and liked what I did), Kaushik Ganguly. One director who really took me the distance was Teja. I did a Telugu film [Dharyam] with him. I was wondering what I was doing in the movie, getting pulled up by him time and again. But after I saw my performance I said to myself: ‘I need someone like that. I need someone who will not let me get away with mediocrity’. I thanked Teja for being strict and extracting the best out of me.
No, she wasn’t only thinking about workouts. It was too cold in Manali to think about working out. On the sets, Mandira was engrossed in her scenes and poetry. I only had one scene with her. I just saw her on the sets, never in the gym in Manali.
Films have a lot more content now. Most of the films of today are raising awareness about a lot of prevalent issues. Technology too has changed a lot. There’s also a lot more talent across the board.
I have been extremely fearful of auditions. Only recently I managed to complete an audition and after I finished it I turned around and told the director that I came to get rid of my fear and I did not give it my 100 percent.
I don’t know. It has been there and I know it, but I am also working on that fear. There have been times when I have walked halfway out of an audition, turned my car while on the way, or just not turned up. I’m hoping to get rid of this fear.
I wouldn’t say a scene: in every film I have done so far, there is always this one little scene where I can say I have done justice to myself. I can’t judge myself though.
I work a lot in regional cinema, so that keeps me going. I love to do all sorts of films. As an actor, you must be an all-rounder!
I think marriage will happen when it has to happen. I believe in going with the flow; who knows what’s in store tomorrow?
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